31 Questions on my Birthday

Wow! I am already 31 years old. It seems I was just 10 and now I am 31. Time has come so fast. I really felt that I have skipped some years in my life. And a lot of questions has been running through my mind now. 

1. Have I expressed my real feelings to my parents?

2. Have I said "I Love You" to the girl I really want to say it to?

3. Have I expressed how much I hate my boss?

4. Have I expressed how much I hate some of my friends?

5. Have I expressed that I hate being used by other people?

6. Have I given my best in my work?

7. Have I acted great and smart?

8. Have I laughed and didn’t care who the people around me were?

9. Have I brave enough to say "Get Lost, you are not a help to me" to my officemates?

10. Have I given my 100% love to someone?

11. Have I really experienced to be loved by someone?

12. Have I annoyed people?

13. Have I said in their face the word "F*"K YOu!"

14. Have I made my parents proud of me?

15. Have I made the right decision in my career?

16. Have I made people hate me?

17. Have I made people love me?

18. Have I studied very well?

19. Have I spent a lot for nothing?

20. Have I made stupid things in my life?

21. Have I experienced stupid things in my life?

22. Have I made people cry?

23. Have I made people laugh?

24. Have I made people sigh?

25. Have I acted and done dumb?

26. Have I experienced true happiness?

27. Have I matured?

28. Have I made myself so simple?

29. Have I explored the world?

30. Have I become famous?

31. Have I inspired people?

Whew!

I may not have experienced those things yet or in some ways I have done those, but I am truly blessed enough with my life. Thought life is complicated, I think it’s how we motivate ourselves to move on and be great. 

P.S. 

Have I made you think?

bisi bisihan!

Are you familiar with this word "bisi bisihan"?

Right now, I'm on bisi-bisihan mode. My boss doesn't usually stay in the office, only sometimes and that sometimes include now! i have nothing to do.. i have finished all the things that need to be done.  I realized that making yourself seems busy is a hard task too.  He is occasionally looking on my monitor and FB layout is very familiar to him so i cannot use it.  I open one excel file so it will seem that I'm doing something important or work related.. but I have really nothing to do with the file so i just open it just in case he will take a peep on my monitor (bwahaha!).

Anyways, composing a blog is like composing an email message so its not that obvious that I am procrastinating. I look like busy!  I can also arrange my paper files para magmukhang busy but Im not in the mood for that one right now. By the way, just by looking seriously on the monitor with matching kunot ng noo and typing vigorously ay parang bising bisi na sa work and I'm at it at this very moment... nyahahaha!

Few minutes left before lunch time.. so after I finish this blog.. just in time for lunchbreak (oh yeah!)

Btw, please don't get me wrong. I have petix modes everyday but I see to it that I have performed my assigned tasks very well... so there it is. :D

Multigrain cookies!

I'm an avid fan of local biscuits and cookies. If you will check my drawer in the office, you will never find it without packs of biscuits... even my trash can.  Biscuits and cookies are my favorite snack, you can store them longer and it is cheaper plus the fact that there's a lot of varieties... and I'm a sweets lover though I have to balanced it with healthy foods as well.

One time, as I was running my eyes to piles of biscuits and cookies in the supermarket... choosing which one I haven't tasted yet I came across with the Nova multigrain cookies... oh, it looks yummy and healthy as well so I get 1 pack which contains 10 smaller packs (3cookies/pack).

I am so excited to try this new product so I immediately open one upon arriving in the office... mmm... it tastes delicious and it feels good to know that I am eating a good food. I think I took 3 packs at once. I was thinking.. wow I will buy again of this definitely! 

The 1 big pack lasted for 3 days only I think... I didn't share with my officemates hehe!

After consuming all of my cookies, I bought a new big pack again... in my mind, this will be my favorite cookie from now on... until.. after consuming 3 more small packs. On my fourth pack (from the 2nd batch), uhm.. it seems that it didn't excite me at all, I cant take it na, nagsawa na ko? Its like Ive been eating it forever.  So this time, I shared it with my 2 officemates, they were amazed with the cookies and want to buy many. Of course I didn't tell them that its nakakasawa.. hahaha!

I am still thinking of buying the product... maybe after 3 months if the sawa factor already passed.

Keso... Keso... Keso... Pick up Lines

Yeah guys I know this topic will make you hate me, but I know it will make you smile. In some point of our life, we once became CHEESY! Maybe you have read, encounter or USED all these cheesy lines before. So kung hindi mo pa nagagamit, Go na... gamitin na natin ang mga cheesy pick ups lines na yan! Baka maging effective, and you find yourself with someone, eating cheese Hahaha

·         Ang galing mo pala sa puzzle...
      Kase kakaumpisa pa lang ng araw ko, binuo mo na.

·         Hindi kita kaya ipakulong. kahit ninakaw mo puso ko.

·         Magpahinga ka naman! kanina ka pang takbo ng takbo sa isipan ko

·         Kung bola ka at ako ang player, ma-sshoot ba kita?
Hindi.
Kase lagi kitang mamimiss

·         magnanakaw ang mga magulang mo! nagnakaw sila ng mga tala at nilagay sa mga mata mo

·         pwede mo akong kasuhan sa kahit anong kasalanan makulong lang ako sa puso mo

·         Aray naman! Bakit mo ako hinayaang mahulog sa iyo?

·         Pwede mo ba ako samahan? san? samahan HABANGBUHAY.

·         If I were to rearrange the alphabets, i would put “U” and “I” together.

·         Miss, pwede ba kta abutin ? Ikaw kasi pangarap ko e’

·         Keyboard k b? Type kasi kita!

·         Sana holdaper ka na lang… para “ibibigay ko sayo lahat, wag mo lang akong sasaktan..”

·         Hala, akala ko umaga na ! Lumiliwanag kasi mundo ko pag kasama kita

·         Para kang centrum.. Coz u complete me.

·         Kandila ka sana para pwde kitang itirik sa puso kong patay na patay sayo!

·         Miss, Pulitiko ka ba? Boto kasi parents ko sayo eh!

·         Oxygen kaba? Feeling ko kasi mamamatay ako kung wala ka..

·         Di ka ba nalulunkot?? Nagiisa ka lng kc sa puso ko

·         “Sana ulan ka at lupa ako, para kung ayaw mo’t sa gusto, sakin ang bagsak mo… ”

·         Intsik ka ba? Kasi i’ll siomai love to you, and i hopia love me too.

·         Ikaw ba may ari ng meralco? Kasi pag kasama kita, nararamdaman ko ang spark!

·         Wala na kong relo, kasi lahat ng oras ko, binigay ko na sayo!

·         Pag nagising ka na puro pula na ang paligid mo, wag kang matakot. Wala ka sa impyerno. Nandito ka sa puso ko. 

·         Para kang asukal, ang sweet mo kc.

·         Para kang bangko! Ang laki na ng interes ko sayo!

·         Anong oras na?…Para masulat ko sa diary ko kung anong oras ako na in-love sayo…”

·         Boy: pahiram naman ballpen mo..
       Girl: okay
       Boy: bat ayaw sumulat?
       Girl: ha? sumusulat yan! kakagamit ko lang nyan kanina eh..
        Boy: sige nga, sulat mo nga number mo.

·         pwede bang tumingin ka sakin kapag naka tingin ako sayo? para may pagtingin tayo sa isa't isa

·         Uy picture tayo!! -gusto ko ma-develop sa'yo!!

·         ‘Tumatangkad ka ah! Dati hanggang dito ka lang, ngayon nasa isip na kita.’

              ‘Ikaw naman parang lumiliit ata! Dati kasi lagpas ulo kita, ngayon nasa puso na kita.’?

Funny and Weird Things Inside the FX

If you are a regular FX rider, you can relate with these scenarios inside FX:

Huge passengers almost cannot fit themselves inside the FX, hindi na maisara ang pinto!

Si ate super lagay ng make-up sa face, keber sa mga katabi nya.

Si manang, super rosaryo sa loob ng fx tapos biglang pumreno ayun grabe sa pagmumura.

Huhu, yung iba naman sa kanila na lahat itinutok yung air con.. panu naman ako? init na init na ko!

Si ate at kuya naglalampungan dun sa may likod ng fx... eew! duh.

Si kuya ang lakas maghilik sa loob ng fx! sarap ng tulog kasi malamig daw... at super sandal pa ng ulo sa balikat ng katabi.. aw!

May sumakay, ang pogi pa naman kaso... naman! ang pawis tagaktak! San ka ba galing kuya?! eeww..

Ang ganda ng hair ni ate, super straight and shiny... pag harap... kuya pala sya!

Ang malanding bakla, pilit na nakikipag eye contact sa isang kuya sa loob ng fx! hahaha!

Eh eto, how would you know if rich or poor ang nakasakay sa loob ng fx?

Pag rich, binabayaran yung ibang upuan kahit mag isa lang sya.  Ang poor tatlo tatlo ang kandong.

Rich: Walang reklamo kahit 50pesos ang pamasahe.

Poor: Kuya, magkano pamasahe? Driver: 50pesos.

         Poor: Ganun ba? ang mahal na pala? (pabulong sa sarili)

Rich: Syempre maganda ang fone, nakatago lang sa bag or bulsa, hindi masyadong inilalabas.

Poor: Super gamit at display ng fone na cherry mobile hahaha! (peace to CM user)

my everyday dilemma...

others might relate with me, or it may seem shallow to others.. but what can I do? this is really an everyday dilemma for me... finding in the closet what to wear for that day, or thinking what to wear for tomorrow at night pa lang. sigh!


I am just a simple dresser,  as long as i feel comfortable with what I wear then its fine with me. I am not a celebrity or a fashionista or a trend-setter and the likes... but of course everyone wants to feel good and confident with what they look!


Honestly, finding what to wear is one of the culprit why I'm always late in the office (argh, shallowness).
Actually at night pa lang I am planning na what to wear for tomorrows but sometimes when the morning comes, I just suddenly change my mind and I don't feel like wearing it anymore.  I dont like to wear clothes that i just wore a day or a week before, I know I'm not rich so i have to deal with it huhuhu. Id love to look presentable, with style but not OA naman, I know girls you understand what I mean right? For me, combining clothes is a talent but I'm not good at it.  I often buy clothes that attract my attention only to find out that I'm keeping them in my closet for ages... unworn, not even once. My closet cannot breathe anymore... yet I cant let go of them, in my mind.. i may use them someday... how to treat this attitude? i don't like it either. sometimes, I'm thinking of having an ukay-ukay but not brave enough to do so, but someday I might hehe.


I'd love to buy clothes which are in good quality, good style but not expensive... hirap kaya maghanap nito. haha! But I am so matyaga in looking for these criteria. 


Today, I cant decide what to wear so I just picked anything inside the closet... my hubby said: "Para kang medrep sa suot mo." and the fact pa na I have to bring 2 bags everyday, I don't know if I will take it as a compliment or what... but Medreps look okay right? hahaha, am I trying to convince myself? but honestly, I feel chaka today.


My clothes decide of what i have to feel for the day. If I feel panget, then I feel lethargic. If I feel pretty then syempre everything follows.  


There's a saying naman na "nasa nagdadala yan". meaning, its up to you how you carry yourself, so its not actually with what you are wearing... :)
I should wear a good attitude and a good vibes! 

Mayaman Kasi Ako... I Don't Have Smaller Bills

I woke up so early before my alarm starts to ring. I made some push ups and had some sit ups while playing City Harvest Praise and Worship Songs, well since our radio suddenly stop to work last week and that made me furious that I cant hear my fave radio dj's on RX. Im also happy while cooking my breakfast; meatloaf, egg, Gardenia Bread (its now expensive huh) and Milo (the Chocolate drink not the Milo, one of our close kalbong friend in college hahaha) So take a bath, and put on some perfume (i bought in Oxygen), putting my two days old shoes which I just bought last Saturday at Shoe Salon hehehe and I am so ready for the trip to the office.

Wow, a nice and well air-conditioned FX that makes me sleep for a while travelling to Cubao. 

Everything is totally great, to arrived at the office with a great smile and early as I am always.

I checked my wallet and wow, I only have 1000 peso bill and 4 peso coins. I have a thought already that the Bus that I will ride onto will not have the change. 

So I saw a BDO ATM machine. I was thinking to withdraw a smaller amount of money. So I inserted my card, The Machine said : to begin your transaction please get your card (huh what?) So I get my card but the machine still giving instructions like withdraw, balance inquiry, so I press the withdraw, the machine instructed me to enter my PIN So I did. Then  enter the amount, I enter 500 pesos, then the machine displayed on the screen, cannot be process your transaction. (I have this thought already that how come still have these instructions without my card. Whew.)

So I make para to an air-conditioned bus with a crossed finger that the bus conductor will change my 1000 peso bill. So when he approached me, I just said, "Sorry po kuya ito lang po ang barya ko, dyan lang po sa Luzon tapat ng Puregold" while showing my 4 pesos coins. The fare is just 14 pesos. The Bus conductor sarcastically said "SIR, ANG YAMAN NIYO NAMAN, WALA AKONG PAMPALIT DYAN, BUMABA NALANG KAYO" So without hesitation I jumped out of the bus and I found myself at BPI Near SSS. I almost have a hope but while approaching the ATM machine, I saw a note on the ATM Machine "OFFLINE" Whew. What the heck, why they have to be offline now, I really really need a small amount of money. 

So I try to find another ATM Machine, then I saw a KFC and thought of buying one Krusher so that my 1000 pesos bill will be changed. Unfortunately while ordering my drinks, the service crew said, "Sir mga 10am pa pwede ang Krusher! Whew. So I found myself walking again and looking for ATM Machine.

I then approached a security guard at SSS which he said they have the PNB Bank. So happily I went to the ATM Machine.

Because of the rushing and thought of getting late, while Im having a transaction I chose the wrong transaction which is Checking Account. I just put 300 pesos. The machine displayed a note: The amount is not multiplied by 500. so I have to change the amount again. So I put 500 pesos. Waiting for the machine to respond, I thought why this ATM Machine so slow to respond, then a note displayed : Theres no Checking account. Whew. So I had to change and restart all over again, the transaction process. So thought furious now, I am happy with the 500 peso bill. 

I jumped up onto an air-conditioned bus again, and whalaa! The bus conductor again said " Sir wala kaming pampalit dyan, anlaki ng pera niyo. Sa ordinaryo nalang kayo sumakay, dun madaming pamalit. Baba nalang kayo" So he stops the bus, and I found myself again outside the bus looking for a hope to change my now 500 peso bill. Then looking again for a possible ATM that will give me less than 500 pesos. So I saw again a BPI ATM machine, and guess what? It was OFFLINE, WTF for the 2nd time! I just told to myself "Bwisit na BPI yan, lahat ng branch Offline"

So I saw a Jollibee and decided to buy a 39ers meal and upgrade it to float. The amount 64 pesos only. Then while giving it to the the cashier, she said " Sir, wala po ba kayong mas maliit liit dyan, anlaki ng pera niyo. I don’t want to speak any word anymore, so I just nodded my head saying no. Whew. Then she said again maybe jokingly "mas malaki sir, cguro meron" then she giggles. 

Rushing to the office on running feet, I am so late. Whew. 40 minutes.

Whew. Hirap pala maging mayaman. Lesson learned, magbaon lagi ng barya sa bulsa.

A Poem For L (Love or Lust)

I know this poem will make you feel bad a bit, but I have composed this POEM way back when I was inlove or should I say when I had someone intimate with. I know you will agree with me, that when you are in love, you are happy.

Read on folks and try to feel the pain I have before. Whew.


I Miss You

I like the music of my heart
It’s telling me of something when we're one
The feelings and the love we've shared
All are coming back now that you're gone.

I love the time when I kiss you
Intimately expressed just for you
Your kissess that was so innocent and sweet
I can see all through your eyes and lips

I remember those words that enlightens me,
Caressing my soul, making me happy,
And those silent words that flatters me.
Comprehending you in action how much I love you.

Crazy now that I'm all alone
When I can see your face in every corner of my room
But when I told myself that I would see you soon
My hearts beat fast as if I am with you.

How far is tomorrow,
When I know that there will be no more
"Dream on", I told myself
I miss you; we parted and face our own direction

I know you have been touched or somewhat feel the pain, but "GET a LIFE JERK" we still have the options to be happy. Andaming Chicks dyan!!! Meron nga 20 pesos lang daw (DAW HA) offer sa overpass sa Cubao!

so embarrased!

i am a corporate slave as i call myself. I have been working with my current company for quite a long time now. My boss can just order anything that he wants to be done from me. It's like a group of companies and I am allowing him to throw me anywhere he likes. He assigned me to one of the sister company of our corp., its a call center business, since it is just new he wanted me to fix the admin matters. Its been almost 2 months since I started to work part time in this call center company.  For the past few weeks, I am busy fixing the rules and regulations in the office together with other officers... to make it short, one of our urgent matter to be done is the arising problem with our internet connection... you know it is very important in a business like this. We issued memo that employees can no longer visit youtube, facebook and the likes to avoid slowing down of the connection True enough the employees bring their notebooks to still visit the said pages without breaking the rules. Me, on the other hand is enjoying... really enjoying and taking advantage on the fast connection by downloading movies.. of course without their knowledge hehehe. Ive been doing it here for a month or so...

Today, just today... the korean manager ordered us to shut down all the computers because I think theres a problem with the connection.. so we did. He called the on-call technician and check everything only to find out that... huhuhu the problem was because of me! He showed me my downloads! Oh crap, what a shame!
I really dont know what to say.. I just composed myself and simply said " ok, I will uninstall na lang this" :(


Waaaaa.... the lesson? Yes, in every rule there's an exemption but Im not that one. >_<

A Happy Start with a Happy Song

Lets start this blog with happy thoughts and let us all be happy!

Happy by Alexia

You know what I’m saying?

Happy
It’s so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It’s so nice to be happy

Happy
It’s so nice to be happy
It’s so nice to be happy
It’s so nice to be happy

I wanna take you to my world to be happy
`Cause I can’t live without your love
Yes you know

I’ve never needed anyone to be happy
But thats the way that things go wrong
Yes you know

I was afraid to open my eyes
Don’t even know how many tears that I’ve cried
Now that I’ve found the love of my life
I don’t get down down down down down

Happy
It’s so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It’s so nice to be happy

I’ve never been in love before and I’m happy
`Cause you’re the one I’m looking for
Yes you know

You bring the sunshine into my life
Your lips are burning and the feeling is right
I can’t believe It’s true that you’re mine
Don’t let me down down down down down

Happy
It’s so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It’s so nice to be happy

I just pray
You’ll never run away
Can’t wait another day
To hold you tight
To hold you tight

Happy
It’s so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It’s so nice to be happy

Happy
It’s so nice to be happy
It’s so nice to be happy
It’s so nice to be happy

Everybody should be happy